Steve Wilkos producer called me

Late last night I got a call from a Steve Wilkos producer. I didn’t answer the phone because it said “Unknown Caller.”  I tend to not answer late night calls from unknown callers because of the experience I had when X’s drunken girlfriend called at 1:45 AM to harass me.

I returned the call today and will await her call.

I’m not sure what they can do.  How can they convince someone to appear on television to be publicly chastised and humiliated?

Whats my reason for even wanting this to happen?  I have a need for closure. There’s been no amount of talking that has or will get through to either X or our mother. Maybe some big former marine and ex-cop can make some sense of this. Maybe before I die I can bring this event to an end.  Even if it means we’ll never speak again, that’s what I expected anyway. Unless they’re willing to accept some responsibility instead of blaming others and apologize for what they’ve done, I don’t want them in my life.

Like my sister said, “It’s just easier to pretend their dead.”